That Stupid Wait

So wat after this?
Nothing u know..'nothing'
We willingly/unwilling accept all of it always
and blame whom?the administrators?d law makers or d breakers?
May be i havent been so disturbed,upset,roused
to such n extent on a national issue for long.
but that day there was a strange feeling?
not sure was dat good or bad?
was hurt dunno for what?
was intimidated dunno for wat?
can anything at all be done?
can any1 really do something to make things better?

I used to often stare in admiration at d big adds in the Telegraph :
"Incredible India" by the Department of tourism,Govt. of India
Lovely pictures actually u know!
But then now, Is it all really incredible?
Is It?...who makes it so?
or who makes it otherwise?
It so much reminds me of Khalid Hosseini's Kite Runner
that one aspect when Amir returns
to his country after almost 3decades;
He is so unable to confront the ruined state of her,
the dilapidation,hopelessness,those signs of past glory,
But in spite of all these feelings
He does nt want to go back thr ever.

..then what is d use of such a kind of love or nostalgia?
where does it get us finally?
sanity?
practicality?
or something that we call democracy? secularism?
we have been long waiting n waiting,
Just waiting for some radical change.
But who is it that we are looking upto?
waiting doesn't bring back anybody,
waiting doesn't start a revolution,
It never did.