aaro ekdin...

Shei ekdin maidan e giye boshe thaka,oi victorial memorial er shamne.
aami jete paari ni...
"chol na r ekdin...bhishon icche korcche

khub bhalo laage oi raasta ta...
fanka rasta shonddhe belai,
r shei duur e,ekta gaach r victoria memorial er faanke shurjo osto jawa.
khub bhalo laage janish.
okhane chup kore boshe thakte iccha kore, ektao kotha na bole.
shamner raasta diye hott kore ekta gaari druto goti te chole jai jokhn..hott kore shei dheer stheer chinta gulo bhenge jai gaaritar awaje
ja bhabcchilam ek muhurter jonno bhule jawa tokhon.

etai chai janish..bhule jawa..onek kicchu
chol na r ekdin..."

Relishing Coldness

The eyelids fall,
the wind blew as the hell hugged my dreams,
every othr thing but u, moves into a mesmerizing trance,
breathe paused n d blood frozen....,
the pain succumbs to the thrill of nothingness in life...

Time that nevr was,
time that nevr will be,
yet i be wat i am..
in darkness ,in brightness,
i m eternal ...i m the eternity,of the unkwn...
yet i be wat i am..in darkness,in brightness.

That dark room,
That poet sitting beyond the horizon of a dark unsettled dawn,
Those shadowy eves and those images in the mind...
The cacophony of your thoughts perplexed my soul!!
I could let u go,
I couldn't let my soul go...

...but i am too sarcastic and frozen now.
I need to rest.

In Asmita's words ... "Onubhutir jaega nei Obhimaan...
tobu aborton obiroto
cholte thake choltei thake...
...obhimaaner jaega nei klanti..."
http://mon-arshi.blogspot.com/2008/07/ses-hoy.html

Loreto...u always make me SO proud

i came to Calcutta and joind Loreto as a 5yr old in class 1...
i still remember asking dad on d day of admisn" dad is this a skul...?its soooooooooo big..."haha
really even 3yrs now dat i have left loreto i still pity that i cudnt inspect the entire campus in my 10yrs of stay!sigh!
our vice princi Mrs.Gasper used to alws say that we wud miss skul once we leave..didnt realize her words until i really left!how i miss those days!

i still remember how cricket used to b a favourite of ours...given that it was girls' skul...we girls were the queens alws...no1 else to dominate(i meant d male species :P)...even on the grounds

and goodness sake!!those hi-tensed days of inter house competitions..very similar to "Hogwarts house rivalry"...it turnd best frnds foes!!i still laugh at them now!how stupid were we to fight wid frnds wen her House lost to mine or vice versa.


And then...the teachers...Ms Pillai who was my class teachr in 9/10 told me on farewell day.."wenevr i came to take d attendance in d mornin i nevr found roll nos. 19/20 in class...coz they were busy serving the skul"..haha(roll-19 was me & 20 was Nabanita-my most dearest frnd/competitor/and my rival house captain at Loreto ) :)

...and those rainy days...even if we had umbrellas we nevr used them.the walk frm our skul buildin to main gate was a long long one[:O]..!!!
on way back home...we kept the windows f the skul bus open..so dat our faces could b sprinkld wid the raindrops...we fought 4window seats on rainy days...the seniors and teachers in d bus scolded us for gettin wet...and how meanly we wishd they cud get off the bus soon!haha!!...those were d days :)

....and finally 1 of my most favorite places at skul...the church!i used to love bein thr early in d morning...sit at d alter and think!then Mother would come out and bless me!i loved all of it...dunno y!tho m nt a b'lver of any religion...10yrs of strict Roman Catholic schooling did instill in me a love for churches..and devlpd a somber affection towards the statues of Mary n Jesus!!

how I miss ALL of it....

fast forward

life dsnt remain d same always...infact it changes evry moment..
bunkd IBM java training today..i know...bad habbit..but me and bidisha wen we landed at starmark cudnt control d temptations...and we stayd thr for 2hours...and finally bids bought only 1book...and like evry time...wenevr me n bids go 2a book store...we make plans like co-owning one such store in life...whr pple would b allowd book reading..but cant take books home...hehe...well ektu weakness acche toh boi er proti..hoito thik bhorsha pai na.

then asmita n sumit joind us...we hogged on burgers and hot chocolate,caffechino at Mc'Donalds...after that sat down at d steps outside Mani Square and chatted...
suddenly rain came down..so we rushed into d mall agn..and found a place to continue our nevr ending chats...
this snap was clicked their..
asmita ,me and bidisha...sumit behind the lenses...

Behind that Glass Palace

That Glass Palace
And the charmer behind those windows,
Who could win a thousand hearts;
The warmth of the smile,
The honesty of his unstoppable blabbering,
That caressed wounds,
could melt pain,
suck away tears of blood,
And the love in his voice as he spoke
what a wonder it was as these many facets unfolded...
You were bound to fall in love

A lover of all
A romantic-that too die-hard
The flirting smile,all caressing tone,
Mesmerizer truly .

Deserts could lose their sand
Raindrops may forget to sooth souls
sun could stop blazing...those thousand splendid suns
But i could never go wrong about the charismatic you,
Never! At least i thought so...

My charmer behind the windows of that glass palace,
Could not let me down,
Could not see me cry,
Could not let me bleed...

But the Glass Palace did crumble down,
There must have been a bad storm or
It must have been a bad dream,
I lost my Charmer...

I wish it was a bad dream