Crescent Moon of 18th...

It formally began on 18th June 2007,i.e a year back from today u can say.
"Formally" i mentioned cause b4 that we were like frnds...but this "best frnds" thing began that day...
we spoke till 3 that night
i had a college admission test following morning i remember
At Presidency College...given the name of the college i should have actually studying that night..i even thought of doing so..
but smhow that night we started chatting which lasted so long enuf that i din bother opening my books...and well no need to mention though...i din get thru Presi wen the results were out...
but i actually gave a damn i remember;
was feeling...who cares...got a lifetime frnd that night.. :))

Now this boy talks non-sense...trust me
still remember him saying that night : "chol toh...lets get married..am so bored with this life...porashona tarpor eksathe korbo"...

I was like..." huh!! is this guy mad..!!"
uneasy at first ..."how can one talk these things without seriously meaning nothing of it.."

but since that day..rather that night of 18th..i honestly started loving his stupid frankness.

since it has been many days and nights...wen we just wondered..that how and wen ..so soon...we became the best of pals...genuine honest lovely n wonderful friendship..
whr there couldn't b anything to lose,but so much to win...

Amusingly those wonderful days ended their run exactly on around 18th June 2008...almost exactly a year later...it ended abruptly...and i dunno "why"...
i wish he was around to explain me "why"...n this hurts d most-NOT knowing y??
and to me that matters.

hez not around me anymore...
dunno what i lost..
but i definitely could not win much...

Moving on, but not Walking away...

was thinking should i walk away or not;
wasn't sure if the road ahead would b fun traveling alone ..

i decided to move on and not walk away...
the road ahead is still long, dunno whr it will end..
but then i guess life is all about taking chances.

i like this picture...the little girl walking away wid flowers in her hand...
often have so many questions for her:
like whrz she heading...??
thrz an unfathomable urge in me to reach this place...!?
...and start walking on it...and find out whr it ends...?

b coz smtimes not knowing evrything is actually fun !! :)